Friday, July 16, 2010

counting down to ONE...

thirty-ONE dat is.

the past 1-2 weeks haven't been real kind. there had been lots to think about and moi ain't in the best of mood recently.
dear had to bear the brunt of it mostly. made me feel pretty apologetic. but the foul mood isn't clearing up after several pep talks by myself to myself. hurhurhur.

see... i am the proud mother of 2. and the usually happy wife of the wonderful husband. and i m obviously not in a foul mood cos of them... just that i hv been thinking about my life and career. it seems like underachievement seems to be a understatement for the state that i am in. sigh.

i dun wish to drone on this and let on more than i should. i will be striving over the next few weeks to get myself out of this stupid emotional state. grrrrr... itz such a drastic change to the exuberant mood of last year though i dreaded turning 30 then. hmmm.. midlife crisis? hur..

GAMBATE GAMBATE!!! snap out of it baby... (^_^) i can do it!

4 comments:

J.H said...

I wish you have a great celebration (with 2 kiddos now), and a year full of blessing to come.

Dreamer said...

hey gal, i tink ur life has been wonderful so far...as for mid-life crisis (career aspect), i tink u r not the only one...I'm also facing it, so does frens in our age grp! Juz make the best out of each day & take a step as u move along! Welcome to the 31's club ^o^

Emily said...

Happy belated birthday!! I guess things must have already picked up by now!

hiPPo said...

thanks JH & Emily! yup emily, am much better liao! =)

kes, haha.. stoopid 31s club.. grrr! but but but, i believe our lives will only get better!