adri's grandpa passed away on 8th Feb 08

itz 2nd day of chinese new year and adrienne's 4 months old.. wat started as a great day out: visiting her fraternal grandpa, having lunch with my family and visiting her grand-uncle's house, turned out to be quite sad for me when we got back to mummy's place at 4pm+. we received the news that my daddy (adri's gong gong) passed away at 2pm+ in HongKong after 1 month stay in a hospital there. apparently he died of multiple myeloma (cancer of the plasma cells).. oh my, i m so sad!!!!!! i never had the chance to take good care of him yet! it is so sudden but i m also more clear of the fact that how he must have been suffering silently!! i know my dad too well. he's a fighter. he can tahan alot of pains. think he have contracted this cancer some years back but as there are no symptoms, we didnt find out too. and when it came, he brushed it off as some old man's pain. haiz.. i won't ever have someone to call me and say "丽云啊，爸爸啊。。。" ever again.. ARGH!!!

somehow or rather, think my bro, adri and myself had this feeling that something bad has happened. i dun normally look at the time on my car. but b4 i got off the car at uncle's place, i looked at the time and it 14:39 (daddy passed away ard that time).. my bro couldnt sleep.. and baby adri CRIED very very badly at uncle's place.. it a sort of cry dat couldnt be comforted and i swear to god dat i have nvr seen her cry like this.. she normally cry without tears.. but on this day, her tears were as big as they could get..

爸爸，我爱你。对不起，我已没机会照顾你。我答应会好好的照顾妈妈，弟弟和您的孙女儿。安息吧，老爸！